ugh i know this is not very triggering but i thought i’d put it in the title so people who would feel bad won’t read it.
so, because of the medication for my mental illness i gained 8 kilos, which for me feels like a ton because i used to be thin. people say i’m still thin, others say it’s nice that i’ve gained weight, but. i feel fat.
so anyway, i started exercising everyday and i really want to check if i lost any weight but i stopped weighting myself so i wouldn’t feel insecure to death.
i want to lose weight, but i don’t want to know how much i weight. i might panic over that.